Step into my office, baby

GAHAHAShjkASDFLASFDLKASDLIUASHKLDJ yer mom and such.

2006-02-09T22:06:41Z

-moving sucks. although... its worth is because im moving into a house... and out of a one bedroom apartment, with no yard. so now... when i get pissed off at the dog, or the husband... i can just kick them both out to the yard. "bitches! go play!" and maybe throw out a tennis ball or something. yes. that will entertain them.

-waiting untill my husband pays off his computer so i can get one of the shiny new macs with the intel chips... mmm yummy. shiny new mac....

-need to start doing that netflicks thing... so i can rent good movies. apparently, in washington, people have horrid taste in movies. like... terrible. i went into hollywood video.. and all they had was like.. denzel washington movies... and will ferrel. not sayiing that those are bad... i just like... you know... BETTER MOVIES.

-discovered that i really like this band called We Are Scientists... they make me happy and warm and fuzzy inside....

-dog shit on the carpet today. now THAT was exciting. 90 lb dog makes lots of shit. it was like...a small mountain... almost everest size. haha... small....
made husband clean it up.

-found an awsome website that makes pretty pictures....

that is all.

blah blah balh ablha blah alsdajpoiuqewrlkjawero yer mom.

2006-01-12T17:51:23Z

wow its been a long time since i updated this thing.

i wonder if anyone remembers me. i know i pissed a lot of people off before i moved up here. i was being WEIRDDDDDDDD. with a capitol W.

so i found that i'm pregnant in december. so that makes me about 12 weeks pregnant.

that poor kid has no chance at being sane. and it also means that i miss my wine (oh how i love the wine) and my dark caffenated sodas. OH and red bull.

but it also menas i'm getting deployed. thats good at least.

i made the awsomest cookies the other day. and left them on top of the microwave which was on the counter. i went to safeway for 20 minutes. came home... the wrapper was on the floor... all opened and pretty. i was like... hey. weres my cookies. jonathan just kinda looked at me funny. then i looked over at the dog. oh man. i was just about ready to KILL him. i swear. the cookies... were like gold. they were SOOOOOO good. yum. fuckin dog.

cat's at my grandparents house right now. i can't change the litter box. toxomufuckosis or someother shit like that... in the shit. oh well. i miss my kitty. more later if i so decide

OH yeah.

2005-11-02T17:47:15Z

AND...

i'm be in town... on the 5th and 6th. if you wanna be my friend.. PLEASE.. i'm beging you... PLEASE!!!!! call me because i want to do something and see people again. i miss social interaction.

FUCK!

blah blah blah

2005-11-02T17:46:02Z

so one of these days i'll post wedding pictures.

ok probably never,

SO.
on to the good stuff

I GOT A JOB.
its only "on-call" but *throws cat off lap* its like.. 11.50 an hour.. to get arrested by cute guys in army clothes. i know i'm married... but who can resist? mmmm rangers...

i'm offically addicted to CSI....

and desperate housewives...

and greys anatomy...

DAMN YOU TV!!!!!!!!!!

only 6 months to deployment activation...
i've been running with my LT... going to start doing PT everyday with my other half. damn i hate running.

PT test on Sunday.

so its been forever and a fucking day since i last updated.

2005-10-27T20:53:55Z

whatev.

i know some of you are dying to hear about my life... (note sarcasm)
so i got married in august.
so far, so good. i'm just a royal pain in the ass.

i need to get a job. i mean.. its not like i'm not trying or anything.. its just almost impossible to get a job that starts in the holiday season... when you are going to be gone for the holiday. *note flipping off action* ive had like.. 3 interveiws. FUCK FUCK. I"M POOR BITCHES!!!!! GIVE ME A JOB!

so i'm opting for the "role playing for the army" thing. that means that whenever the army people are doing some kind of training where they need people to go out in the feild, i get to go... and i get to pretend to be a civilian in a battle zone. ... so i get to participate in riots... uh... arrests, well.. i get arrested, and that sort of stuff... for a lovely price of 13.50 an hour!!! WOOOOOO

uh... the dog has a habit of getting into the trash.. and now that him and pirate are friends, the consipre together. those of you who remember pirate... know how bad that can be. i came home the other day.. and my living room looked like a garden. i mean.. dirt EVERYWHERE. pirate had nocked down two NEW plants... and teddy had decided that they are new play toys. and this was the day AFTER i gave the LT back his vaccuum. FUCK. i was just about ready to skin me a new rug. DOG rug.

oooh. i went bowling today. THAT was exciting. ok not really. i REALLLLLLLy suck at bowling. its almost sad how bad i am.

oooh. i've getten back into my little crafty thing. for x-mas i'm making quilts..... man, i love those old lady sports.

transmission over. go back to your daily lives.

july 5?!?!

2005-07-06T02:18:16Z

i ended up getting back together with AIT boyfriend... jonathan.. who i will be moving in with (near fort lewis) hopefully sometime this fall maybe around late september to early november.

the 6 months i didn't talk to him... i spent trying to replace him.. but that didn't work. i ended up calling him while drunk one night.,. and then we just kept in touch after that.. i realized that i actually missed him a lot. he came down this weekend... and we ended up getting back together. hopefully this time for good.

i got a car. the MIGHTY CHEVY AVEO.... its shiney and red

i go in to get my liscence on monday of next week.

and then i will have transportation.

life is strange sometimes.

MYSPACE?!?! NOT WORKING?!?!?!

2005-05-17T19:41:26Z

OH GOD I THINK I"M GOING TO DIE.

no myspace.

i can't sign on.

i'm such a myspace whore.

so i've officially deicided to try to become a suicide girl.

mmm.... nude pictures.

need to do laundry.

people... you need to talk to me. i'm bored today.

its my day off.

oh the livejournal client. now i NEVER need to log in again

2005-05-16T23:54:18Z

live journal
live journal
live journal
BLEH!

so like totally shitty weekend/today

was 45 minutes late to work because i wrote down the entire wrong schedule.

missed my bus so i ended up walking back so i could smoke instead of waiting for the bus.

instead though... of walking it alone..

i met a cute boy... and walked with him because he was headed in the same direction. he was cool.

saving up money for 1/4 sleeve tattoo. i wamt goldfish and stars and everything pretty on it pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ooooh updated!!

2005-05-11T21:29:40Z

so hi kids!

i'm at my parental units house in the St. Helens,

so yeah.

i have a job.

i have a boy (sorta kinda)

life is good.

BORED!

I HAVE A JOB!!!!!

2005-05-01T04:03:47Z

WOOOOO!!!!!!
yes.

thats right kids.

teresa clark has a JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i now work at the elephant delicatessen on 22nd.

yummmmmm....

chocolate cake.......

hottestbandnerd @ 2005-04-28T10:51:00

2005-04-28T17:52:19Z

sooo job interview in like... an HOUR!!!

EKEKKEKEKEK

i look so pretty though!!!!!

more details soon.

its amazing how true this is......

2005-04-28T17:50:35Z

Gemini - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.

You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.

You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.

Your negative traits:

You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.

You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.

Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.

Your ideal partner:

Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.

Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.

An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.

Your dating style:

Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.

Your seduction style:

Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.

Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.

Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.

Tips for the future:

Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.

Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.

Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.

Best place to meet someone online:

Match.com - enough sexy singles for you to find a new playmate when you get restless

Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow

Best day for a date: Wednesday

Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

hottestbandnerd @ 2005-04-24T20:42:00

2005-04-25T03:44:49Z

ok. so i'm going to be all emo in this post. woo.

why do i attract ONLY sleezy/ creepy/ weird guys?
all the boys i talk to who are friends don't understand it

i mean shit. no names, but the last like... 8 guys are like... sleezy and creepy and shit.

one doesn't call me and expects me to be all like... "gee.. i love you..."
another is just mega immature
one is creepy guy we met on the side of the road (don't ask)
some are like... 8 years ,older than me

damn. all i want is a boy, who is sweet, cute, doesn't smell bad (is that too much to ask?), can make me laugh, can hold a decent conversation with me, doesn't get jealous that i hang out with guys, hopefully plays in a band? and who likes to cuddle.

how hard is it to find one of those?
i guess it's impossible.

i'm beginning to think that dating is a waste of time, and that i'm destined to be one of those single old ladies who live in trailer houses when they are 70 with their little fuzzy dog named mr snuggletooth and wear the big plasitc glasses and lots of purple.

yeah. thatsme. mmaybe i should just start early. yes. tomarrow will start the wearing of the pink (i'm not old enough to wear purple yet). and i'm getting a kitty on saturday. so that will be a good trade for the dog.

yeah. ok.

teresa out.

so.........

2005-04-19T22:26:32Z

i'm extremly extremly BORED.

i need a job so if anyone knows any places that want to hire someone like... ME.... tell me...

i need a buddy to hang out with at night. i'm bored as hell here.

i need a boy. a cute one who i can be alll disgustingly cuddly with... or...maybe just someone to entertain me alot. because i get bored/distracted easily.
BAH.

today i saw ian for the first time in FOREVZER. hes still mega funny and cute. meh. his friend on the other hand.... i just want to take him home and be like... "AH. boy.".... mega-cuteness. oh man.

hottestbandnerd @ 2005-04-14T22:36:00

2005-04-15T05:50:39Z

Your full name:: Teresa Marie Clark
Age:: 19, almost 20
Height:: 5'4"
Natural hair colour:: dark brown
Eye colour:: hazel
Number of siblings:: one
Glasses/contacts?:: Glasses
Piercings:: none
Tattoos:: 2 nautical stars
Braces?:: nope
FAVOURITE
Colour::PINK
Band:: Underoath
Song:: not underoath.... Strayligh run's "extensdfaskdjhfkj on prom night"
Stuffed animal:: my stuffed horsy.
Video game:: MARIO PARTY!
TV show:: Family Guy
Movie:: Dawn of the dead
Book:: dharma bums
Food:: pie
Game on a cell phone:: pac man
CD cover:: the new norma jean album...
Flower:: and kind of lily. or hibiscus.
Scent:: on guy: slight smokey/cologne, on me: hugo true red
Animal:: monkey!
Comic book:: Ghost World
Cereal:: Wheaties Energy Crunch
Website:: myspace.com
Cartoon:: Invader Zim
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: yes. Many.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no
Like to sing?:: yes
Have a job?:: does national gaurd count?
Have a cell phone?:: hells yes.
Like to play sports?:: uh... not really.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: not really. anyone wanna take the job? it really is a job...
Have a crush on someone?:: not really...
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: no
Have any special talents/skills?:: not really... being really talkative?
Excercise daily?:: i try to. but i usually don't acheive.
Like school?:: fuck no.
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: no
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: no
Speak any other languages?:: not really
Go a day without food?:: yeah. all the time.
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yes
Read music, not just tabs?:: yes
Roll your tongue?:: NO
Eat a whole pizza?:: no. i'm small.
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yes... god bless the army...
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yes... once again.. the army...
Gotten lost in your city?:: no....
Seen a shooting star?:: noo....
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yes
Had a serious surgery?:: apendicitis!
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no
Solved a rubiks cube?:: no
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: yes
Cried over a girl?:: no
Cried over a boy?:: hells yes.
Kissed a random stranger?:: yup
Hugged a random stranger?:: yup. once i had a hugging contest. i hugged 47 people in like... 20 minutes. i won.
Been in a fist fight?:: no
Been arrested?:: no
Done drugs?:: yes
Had alcohol?:: yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: yes...
Swore at your parents?:: yes
Been to warped tour?:: no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yeah. i was like... in 2nd grade.
Been in love?:: yes. maybe someday.. someone will love me back?
Been close to love?:: yes...
Been to a casino?:: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no
Broken a bone?:: no
Gotten stitches?:: no, should have though,
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: yes...
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?:: yes
Bitten someone?:: yes all the time.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yes
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to niagra falls?:: no
Burped in someones face?:: yes
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: just now
Went to the bathroom:: just now
Saw a movie in theaters:: last year
Read a book:: a couple days ago
Had a snow day:: last year
Had a party:: christmas
Had a slumber party:: 2001. it was an oscars slumber party. we bitched at the TV the entire night
Made fun of someone:: just now....
Tripped in front of someone:: hahah.. i do it all the time
Went to the grocery store:: today to get drugs..
Got sick:: am sick..
Cursed:: about 10 minutes aog
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: veggies
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: TV
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: lotion. at least it does something.
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: headache
Paint/charcoal:: paint.
Chinese food/mexican food:: mexican
Summer/winter:: summer
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: Rock
Meat/vegetarian:: veggie
Boy/girl:: boy
Chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: pie
French toast/french fries:: fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: pool
Hugs/kisses:: hugs. i'm a cuddly person.
Cookies/muffins:: muffins
p33n/bewbz:: oh man i am so l33t.
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: emo. its much cuter.
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: spring
Spring/autumn:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: clear sky
Moon/mars:: moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: I lose track
What are their names?::.... haha... i forget.... *cough*
Do you have a best friend?:: never have.
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: guy.
Have you ever lost a friend?:: hmm... yes.
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: "expolding jukebox.... AGHH"
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: no
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: ?
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::?
Do you miss any of your old friends?::yeah. moving doesn't help that.
What friend have you known the longest?:: none.
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yes.
If so, what is it?:: i can't rember. but i do a lot of t hings i regret.
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: too much. i never get anything done.
Do any of your friends drive?:: yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: snuck out of an army barracks to go party off post... get trashed.. and come back the next day
What do you think your friends think of you?:: that i'm a happy, trustable person.
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: yes.
If you have, with who?:: Ryan.
Are you single?:: yes
Are you in a relationship?:: no
If so, for how long?::....
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yes.
What is your idea of the best date?:: MINI GOLF!!!!!!!
What was your first kiss like?:: good?
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 16
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: hells no.
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: haven't really had a super duper experience i guess...
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yes
Have you ever been dumped?:: yes
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yes
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: sex
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: warm
Hat:: white
Hard:: penis
Free:: food
Space:: ship
Taste:: alcohol
Good charlotte:: suck
Red:: blood
Deep:: thoughts
Heart:: fuzzy
Cord:: radio
Cheese:: crackers
Rain:: water
Work:: soldier
Pedal:: guitar
Head:: hair
Bed::slepp
Fluff:: dust bunnies
Hardcore:: walls of jericho
Race:: run
Knife:: death
Jump:: fall
I....
am:: lonely
want:: love
need:: to eat more,
crave:: love
love:: people
hate:: hate
did:: debbie (hehe)
feel:: cold
miss:: having someone to hug. and cuddle with when i am cold
am annoyed by:: cute couples. i want to be one!
would rather:: be cuddling
am tired of:: being put off to the side
will always::like music.
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: jazz.
What time is it now?:: 10:47
What day is it?:: thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: today
How much money do you have right now?:: a lot
Are you hungry?:: nope
Whatcha doin?:: filling out survey
Do you like parades?:: yes
Do you like the moon?:: swe like the mooooooon cause its clooose to ussss
What are you going to do when youre done with this?::wait for a boy to call me.
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: reminds me of the word penis.
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: hear what people thought.
Have you ever had a picnic?:: no
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: yes!
What about sock em boppers?:: eh?
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: yes
pretty?:: i guess.
sarcastic?:: very
lazy?:: yes
hyper?:: sometimes
friendly?:: i try
evil?:: no
smart?:: somtimes too smart. i get bored way too easily.
strong?:: for a small girl... yes.
talented?:: yes
dorky?:: yes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: ryan
skip:: ?
dance:: costen
lonely:: me
pen:: laura
flower:: Erin
window:: johnny depp...
psycho:: me?
brain freeze:: 7-11!
orange:: brown..
sassy:: ooooooo mr sassy pants
jelly:: kitty
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against!
love:: for !
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: depends on the situation.
canada:: for
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for.
killing:: against. ironic that i'm in the military.
britney spears:: FOR! shes a hoochie momma
coffee:: for
pants:: against. down with pants
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: no
Play strip poker?:: yes
Run away?:: no
Curse at a teacher?:: yes
Not take a shower for a week?::no
Ask someone out?:: yes.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yes
Go scuba diving?:: yes
Write a book?:: no
Become a rockstar?:: yes
Have casual sex?:: maybe
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: herbal essence
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: almost a week ago
what kind of computer do you have?:: imac
What grade are you in?:: not in school right now...
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yes!
Or just make out?:: yes!
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 0
How many cds do you have?:: well over 200
What time is it now?:: 10:50 pm

hottestbandnerd @ 2005-04-14T19:37:00

2005-04-15T02:45:13Z

i hate not having my computer on the internet.

i need to get a wireless card. except, the crad that i need is too OUTDATED to buy at the mac store. SOOOOOO.... yeah. fuck.

i need the AIRPORT card. not the airport extreeme!!!!! EXTREEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMMM!!!!! *cough* card.

uhh.. yeah.

i'm still at my parents house.

i guess we're having some sort of a party(?) on sunday for tysons birthday. woo?!?!?!?!?!?!? i dunno. maybe we are, maybe we aren't. oh well.

but i AM going to the aladdin theater tomarrow night for a show... uhh.. some kids i went to high school with are in a band called nickel arcade i guess... and uhh... i think its them who might be playing. or its a nother kids band. all my brother told me it was someone i know. i'm not sure which band he's in... har har...

ih ave strep throat. yum yum.

tattoos are fun. i need a good boyfriend who will actually be HERE to hang out with me........ not in freakin washington...

my goal for the year/summer is to find a cute little skater boy... one kinda like like travis barker... i was watching the barker show on mtv.. and i was like... "OOOOOOH i want one like that" so if you meet the qualifications... hit me up. i want you. GRR>..

ok. more later.

justanotherday

2005-03-30T16:54:36Z

so the space bar on this computer doesn't exactly work too well,,, so if there are some words with no spaces between them, that why

i take my EOC tomarrow AGAIN. i want to pass damnit.

they're trying to get me in more trouble again. i fucking hate this place.

timetogohome.

oh.i have a package being sentto the apartment. it has CD's. lotsof cds. like 6 or so. goood cds.

yeah. ok. i'lllet everyoneknow if ipass it finaly.

i hope ido at lease.

hottestbandnerd @ 2005-03-26T10:19:00

2005-03-26T18:26:00Z

hey kids!!!

its now time for "Whats going on in Teresa's life today"!!!!
WOOOOOOOO

yeah.

so i'm here. still.

taking another py test on monday. maybe i'll pass?
i've been doing like... 250 situps a day.

my tummy hurts. i think that s a goood sign.

oh. and i ran the other day. maybe that'll help too.

napoleon dynamite is the worlds greatest movie EVER.

EEEEEEVVVVVEEEEERRRRR!!!!!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hottestbandnerd @ 2005-03-14T10:45:00

2005-03-14T15:44:26Z

grrrrr

i keep failing this pt test thing.....

penis shooter.

oh well....

oh. btw. i'm officially staying in portland wheni come home.... WOOo.

i got this shit.

2005-02-16T20:50:22Z

so i'm sitting my company's ops building. bored.

i'm still not home because i can't run fast. or maybe its becausei really haven't tried as hard as i could. oh well.

i'm going to take the PT test on tuesday and if i pass i'll be "home" on wednesday.

ok, so i'm really not going striaght home. i'm stopping in washington because i miss jonathan. oh btw. i'm moving in with him sometime soon after i get home.

blah blah balh......

AGHHHH a car horn is going off!!@@@ crazy mutha fuckas. ok/. i go now.

396-9219!!!!!

hottestbandnerd @ 2004-12-27T21:11:00

2004-12-28T05:14:58Z

someone come save me. PLEASE.

pretty pretty please with a cherry on top?

maybe some whipped cream and chocolate syrup too?

St. Helens is mighty boring. i'm justa bout ready to explose if i don't get outta here soon.

blah blah blah... i miss my boyfriend. i guess thats what happens when you don't see them for like... 2 weeks. saddness. hes a great guy. love him to death. SPURS SUCK!

i want to go move in to my apt. i'm tired of living here with my parents witgh little or no freedom. they're like.. "you can do whatever you want" but theres nothing to do here. NOTHING>.. AKJSHLKJASDHLKJASHDLKJASHDLKJAHSD

going CRAZY. so i talk on the phone a lot. A LOT

call me. 503/396/9219

ok.

hottestbandnerd @ 2004-12-18T23:45:00

2004-12-19T07:58:25Z

ok. so i'm home. for 2 weeks.

its been a LONG 6 months. i've missed a lot of big events, stopped talking to a lot of people, found a boyfriend (whos currently in texas, but is getting stationed at Ft. Lewis (thats in washington)),

it feels so odd to be back to somewhere you've been gone fro so long from, just to try to go back to the way shit was. i'm way different, everyone else is almost the same. everyone changes i know, but it seems so unreal to have me change so fast and them change at a normal rate of speed. kinda like that alternate universe in back to the future. WEIRD.

my hair is dwn to my chin now. it looks cute i guess. got it evened out yesterday. ive managed to gain a little weight. 98% of it is muscle. my thighs are freakin HUGE now from all the running i did. and my shoulders are a lot stronger than what they used to be from pushups. oh well. i'm still hot. right? ok. so not as much.

oh man i miss living here. i don't miss my boy troubles. i don't miss my amazing ability to lead people on. i really like the boyfriend i got, a lot. he's totally the sweetest guy i've ever met. he has this amazing ability to cheer me up anytime i'm not happy. oh man. hes freakin amazing. but i have like... 2 guys i'm trying to not lead on, butsomehow i'm managing it. i need to figure out a way to keep from hurting the boyfriend, and the two guys at the same time. GREAT. how i manage to get myself into this shit i don't know. but i do. oh well.

hottestbandnerd @ 2004-09-25T12:26:00

2004-09-25T16:36:34Z

ok.
so heres the teresa update.

ok.

so. i left for basic june 16.
2.5 months of hell.... (putting 65 girls in one room is a living hell)
graduated that on august 26

moved to AIT (army "learn your job school") august 27.
only 8 girls in my room!!! woo!
5 weeks down, graduate sometime in mid december.

so yeah.

i'm totally still alive. wHWOILWKJELKJHASD

barely. i freakin gained 15 pounds... but the odd thing is is that its not fat. i'm the same damn size i was 5 months ago. i'm just hella stronger.

and... uh.... yeah. theres some mega hot guys here. i hate the hair, but yeah. mega hot. guys with shaved heads is still not an attractive thing.

if anyone wants to write me here my new address is

PVT Clark, Teresa
D-Co 369 Sig. Bn.
15 Sig. Bde.
Ft. Gordon, GA 30905

hey kids...

2004-06-14T18:02:04Z

i'm just here to say... this is my last post for a really long time. like 3 months.

i leave today for the hotel. i stay at the hotel tonight, wake up, go to the meps office to process, go back to the hotel, spend the night, and then get on a plane to south carolina on wednesday morning.

i have to say that you guy shave helped me get through this year, and have made this be like... the bast year EVER. i love you guys... even YOU samothy and tyson (u rong bitches), and i will miss you guys a lot. if anyone wants to give me their address so i can write you letters, post them here sometime before like... 8 pm on tuesday, and i'll write them down on a piece of paper and then write you letters

ok. breakfast burrito time.

bye kids. i lOOOOOVE you.

i'm tired of being bored. and lonely.

2004-06-09T06:14:59Z

i want a boy to always be here to cuddle with me.

i don't want sex. i want to cuddle.

i want to be happy.

i don't want to leave in 6 days.

why am i turning into the average live journal poster?

ooooh pizza hut has this pizza... thats 4 little squares.... each a defferent pizza/flavor.

i like boys.

asdkfjahsdf

i'm 19!!!!!!!!!